i’m not always going to be like this. one day i’ll have that smile back and i’ll laugh with joy again; but as of right now , let me just be. .
I felt so safe with him.
I would give anything to be able to go back in time and do it all over, and fix things.
I hate how I’ve allowed you to mean so much to me. I thought we would be together forever. For once I could say I was truly in love. And now here I am so heartbroken. I’m in pieces. You’re gone and I just can’t let you go! I’ll never be the same again. This wound will never heal. All because you…
I’m losing you.
Every single day you start to fade from my memories.
I’m forgetting what it’s like to know you.
And it breaks my heart.
I try to hold on and try to keep our memories alive but they escape between my fingers as if I’m trying to catch wisps of smoke.
And I just feel so helpless.